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Watched this movie in class today and the ending just got to...

Tue, 13 Mar 2012 18:21:56 -0700

Watched this movie in class today and the ending just got to me…I loved the おばあちゃん。。。she was such a great character. Sachiko Murase you did a fantastic job in this film, you deserved an award for this movie! Akira Kurosawa my god are you an amazing director, I must watch more of your films. And so my love for Japanese culture continues to blossom in more ways…日本<3

Love him. <3 he’s so handsome. Need to watch more of...

Thu, 01 Mar 2012 17:56:34 -0800

Love him. <3 he’s so handsome. Need to watch more of his movies. Tatsuya Nakadai <3

I just can't keep telling myself I'll get over this...

Sat, 04 Feb 2012 17:50:43 -0800

I have so much anger in me right now, it’s a mix of emotions. Anger, frustration, bitterness, sadness, betrayal…and any other negative emotion you can think of but no happy emotions are in me at this moment.

I feel so betrayed by those who said they were my friends.

I was backstabbed by a good friend which is a total violation of being a friend.

My own conference was taken away from me and I was told I was incompetent and not performing to the best of my ability, they were going to give it to someone with more time.

This conference was ridiculous, and turned out no different than what it would have been if I had stayed in charge.

Someone else took credit for all the work I had done before, that person took my spot and never apologized to me or said sorry.

And I am no longer convinced that, that person was on my side. That person was supposed to support me and help me but instead went with the bandwagon and voted me off the cabinet. That’s nice huh?

I’m not convinced at all that my “friend” took my side and that day I was voted off, instead of consoling me the person decided to go shopping, even nicer huh?

Because in that situation that’s totally the right course of action. Go shopping or take care of my friend?

I guess shopping was more important than my feelings at that point.

Or the point that that person was given my spot, that’s what got me furious. That person got all the credit for my work.

This couldn’t have been done without you, you saved the conference, all your hard work…blah blah blah

Your hard work? Did they say your hard work? Um no, really, most of the work was done by me. All the hard work was me. Making the invite, getting my secretariat, sending the invite, inviting schools, booking the place to host…that’s not hard work?

Even my Secretary General knew this conference was a joke, she said it herself, “Who wants to come to Davis, it’s in the middle of nowhere.” Then why make all this effort if you knew no one would come? Why take my spot away two weeks before the conference when it wouldn’t make a difference.

No one told me what my expectations were for being an SG and I was some how supposed to know how to run a conference, like I had done it before. And I was expected to tell people what to do when I was even told what my duties were, there really needs to be a manual that is made that clearly states what everyone’s responsibilities are.

I know I’m not incompetent, I’m not dumb, and I’m just a busy college student with a lot to juggle, a little support was all I wanted…not for everyone to tell me I was doing a bad job.

I just wanted someone on my side, but it became clear that all those I trusted just stabbed me in the back.

And here I thought MUN was supposed to be a family. But family doesn’t do those kinds of things to you.

I used to love MUN with a passion, and now it’s become a burden to deal with, and I wish it wasn’t so.

And I’m still not sure why this happened to me. I feel betrayed.

theworldwelivein: Pedestrian Alpaca | General Sánchez Cerro,...

Mon, 06 Jun 2011 13:17:31 -0700

theworldwelivein:

Pedestrian Alpaca | General Sánchez Cerro, Moquegua, Perú
© Fil.ippo

LLAMA!!! hehe so cute.

The List...

Mon, 06 Jun 2011 13:16:14 -0700

…of the MEN in life

1. Dan <3 (he’s just the whole package)

2. Drake (damn fine)

3. Michael Buble (makes me melt with his charm and voice)

4. John Mayer (melts my heart with his good looks, amazing guitar playing and his heavenly voice)

5. James Macavoy (he just sexy)

6. Tome Cruise (the classic)

7. Charlie Sheen (because he’s always winning)

8. Ben Affleck (wearing a WWII uniform =) )

9. Collin Ferrell ( the Irish bad boy as young Alexander)

10. Gerard Way (with his sexy voice)

…more to be added soon. ; )

L-O-V-E him! <3 yum.

Mon, 30 May 2011 20:19:28 -0700

L-O-V-E him! <3 yum.

"God you are amazing. You read my freaking mind woman! Donde estas?"

Tue, 26 Apr 2011 23:08:35 -0700

““God you are amazing. You read my freaking mind woman! Donde estas?””

- Dan (After I asked him if he wanted to go to Jamba Juice)

aww Dan <3 muuaaahhh!

Sun, 17 Apr 2011 22:51:09 -0700

aww Dan <3 muuaaahhh!

“So tell me what’s really going on, Drizzy back in...

Sun, 10 Apr 2011 10:57:10 -0700

“So tell me what’s really going on, Drizzy back in this thing, I’m ready what’s heading it?”

-Drizzyyyyy<3

Cuz he be DAMN FINNNNEEEE. ; )

Damn Girl!

Fri, 18 Mar 2011 15:35:27 -0700

Sue: Who's hitting up the party?
Me: I can't =/
S ue: Why not? Gene's gonna be there
Me: Awwwww, What!!! I have another party already. Duuudddeeee. =/
Sue: Aww who doesn't wanna see animals go wild? Especially when it's Gene haha
Me: Now I wanna go. Lol
Sue: Lol I'm just kiddin. Gene isn't going, OR he might. Let me ask him first.
Me: Lol. WOW Sue.
Sue: Teehee
Me: You just said that cuz it would convince me lol
Sue: Hahaha No. I was just testing if he really has that much impact on the situation.
Me: Haha...and he does. Lol
Sue: Damn girl.
Me: Lol, I'm just messin'. Ok but he would have some impact...haha
Sue: Haha that's still a "damn girl"
Me: Lol...hey he's a cute Asian guy, what can I say?
Sue: Haha okay okay. Goodnight Yvette.

He was my husband in my past life…YEP. Elivs Presley is my...

Fri, 18 Mar 2011 00:03:28 -0700

He was my husband in my past life…YEP. Elivs Presley is my man.

<3 Yvette Presley <3

streetlightfire: Duh. CHARLIE SHEEN is still AWESOME....

Sat, 12 Mar 2011 19:17:07 -0800

streetlightfire:

Duh.

CHARLIE SHEEN is still AWESOME. No.matter.what.

"Dude, I’ve seen how she looks at you and smiles when you’re not looking and I would give..."

Tue, 08 Mar 2011 23:32:33 -0800

“Dude, I’ve seen how she looks at you and smiles when you’re not looking and I would give anything to have that.”

- A quote Dan heard from Eric (talking about me)

Dammmmnnnnnnn SEXAYYYYYYY! OMG. ; )

Wed, 23 Feb 2011 19:38:17 -0800

Dammmmnnnnnnn SEXAYYYYYYY! OMG. ; )

The moment when your parents get home and you were supposed to clean the house but you were on tumblr the whole time.

Wed, 23 Feb 2011 19:34:30 -0800

laradeuce:

that gif xD

This totally happens to me…

Black Swan, Nina and I

Mon, 21 Feb 2011 18:50:51 -0800

I watched that movie just two days ago and I can’t stop thinking about how similar Nina and I are. I mean I’m not a ballerina trying to be the swan queen, but we both strive for perfection and we both are though of as weak.

As I watched the movie I realized how much I resonated with Nina. I felt her pain and made the movie much more meaningful for me.

When Thomas called her weak and tole her to STOP BEING WEAK…oh wow, that really hurt me. I was like oh my…I know that feeling.

It always looked like she was crying, I used to be like that, knowing that I could not be perfect, that I could not do everything like others wanted me to

Some years back all I would hear from my mom was, “You’re so weak and I don’t know where you got that from, I know not from me.” For years I tried to show my mom that I was not weak, that I could be strong like her.

It always seemed as though she could not feel anything; I wondered “Where are her emotions?” She said she didn’t have time to deal with something so stupid as feeling sad. So I tried to be like her. Every attempt was a fail.

She kept asking me why I would cry, that there was no reason. I cry because it’s a way I deal with stress and anger and sadness. I cry because I have to, because I feel like freakin crying. She never understood that. She said the only reasons to cry were: if you got hurt really bad, if you got hit, or if someone you loved passed away…nothing else. So seeing me cry over what she dubbed as “little things” made me seem weak.

“Tienes un corazon de pollo…” (“You have a chicken’s heart”) is what she would tell me. To compare my heart to a chicken’s wow…that’s something.

I stopped trying finally and realized that I am no longer going to change for her, I’m her daughter and she should accept me for who I am. Yes, I may be weak and yes, I may not be perfect but I try my best.

I strive to find my BLACK SWAN, and one day I will…and will try not to hurt myself in the process.

Nina, I know how it feels to strive for perfection and how it feels to be called weak. Nina, I feel you. Nina, you are not alone. Nina, I am the same…

"Mi familia vive en WATERMELON."

Fri, 18 Feb 2011 02:07:12 -0800

“Mi familia vive en WATERMELON.”

- Dan

SOOOO CUUTTEEE!

Fri, 18 Feb 2011 01:42:46 -0800

SOOOO CUUTTEEE!

Ohhhhhh myyyyy…I almost forgot how SEXY Gerard Way...

Thu, 17 Feb 2011 17:38:12 -0800

Ohhhhhh myyyyy…I almost forgot how SEXY Gerard Way is…mmhhh

laradeuce: Gucci and I I took this! =) SOOOOO CCUUUTTTEEEE!

Wed, 16 Feb 2011 20:16:46 -0800

laradeuce:

Gucci and I

I took this! =) SOOOOO CCUUUTTTEEEE!